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I caught up with my friend Stu Crocker a couple of weeks ago. We talked about a lot of things. He asked about my blogging process, how the posts come together, where the ideas come from. And then he asked something I hadn’t fully thought about. Across all these posts, on very different topics, is there a core thread? A personality, an intent, something that runs through the whole thing?
I couldn’t tell him what it was.
After I ended a 42 day streak of posting every day, and posting nearly 60 posts over the last 8-9 weeks, it’s time to find out what it is.
How the Posts Actually Come TogetherThe process is simple. Ideas arrive on my morning or evening walks. Usually two minutes or one duck later, they’re gone, unless I capture them. I started to use Claude’s speech-to-text, stammer my thoughts into it, and a small skill I “built” turns the verbal mess into a scaffold. When I get home, I take that scaffold into WordPress and then or later write the post. Claude helps with research, with reviewing for typos and grammar, sometimes with pushing back on a weak argument or bad structure.
Writing is where the actual thinking happens. The scaffold is never the final post. I restructure, cut, find what I actually meant. The post that ends up online is not the one I started with. That’s the point.
So when Stu mentioned this core thread, I realized I could actually check with the help of AI. I asked Claude to read my last 50 posts, February through April, and tell me what it saw.
What Came Back, the Generous PartThe summary was flattering in places.
A practitioner who doesn’t panic in either direction. Someone who uses AI daily and still writes carefully about its risks. Someone teaching the thinking rather than handing out conclusions. Craft as ethics, not as a metaphor I reach for. Systems thinking as the spine underneath almost everything. Still learning out loud, citing others generously, refusing the guru position.
Fine. Not sure about all of it. I’ll take it. But that’s the easy half.
What Came Back, the Uncomfortable PartI’m repeating myself. Meadows’ bathtub shows up three times. The junior-developer-with-amnesia appears over and over. “Velocity without verification is just negligence with extra steps” got used twice, word for word.
I forgot I’d made the points already. Meadows’ bathtub is a classic in the first half of her book “Thinking in Systems: A Primer”. With reader numbers being somewhere between 15 and 100, the duplication probably doesn’t matter that much.
But I’m arguing with CEOs in posts read by testers. The rhetorical questions about “do you really want to lose your senior people” are aimed at people who aren’t in the room. My actual readers are already nodding. That’s not persuasion, that’s a choir rehearsal.
Yes, I agree. As I post it on LinkedIn, who knows who will get it pushed into their feed. But I agree, the main audience is my kin.
Some posts reached outside my domain. Especially the macroeconomic ones. When I write about testing, teams, and codebases, I’m on solid ground. When I write about Nvidia chip supply or the AI bubble, I’m just another guy with opinions.
True again. But especially at the moment the global situations are those, where systems thinking is very valuable. And I read and listen to a lot of news, so I have the information to connect.
And the big one. Of the last 50 posts, maybe three aren’t primarily about AI. A reader landing on the blog today would not think this is a blog about software testing or systems thinking. They’d think I’m an AI commentator.
That’s not what I set out to be.
The Mirror, Not the AnswerStu didn’t hand me a conclusion. He handed me a mirror. Asking Claude to hold it up was a worthwhile experiment. The mirror showed me both sides. You don’t get to keep only the flattering half. Of course it only gave me the good things in the beginning, I had to explicitly ask it for the negative feedback.
Stepping Off the TreadmillI’ve said what I wanted to say about AI for now. The warnings are on record. When I find myself writing the same warning over and over again, that’s not adding insight anymore. That’s rehashing. (I hope I used the right word.)
The blog run of the last 8 weeks or so started as a place to process thoughts on software testing and systems thinking. The rants on AI misuse just came along, and I tried to use them in a way to teach systems thinking. Probably with less success. Either rant or teach.
The systems thinking part is where I want to put my attention next. Fewer posts. Better posts. Scarcity over flood. If a thought is worth interrupting your day with, it should earn the time.
As one of my favorite woodworkers coined: “Stay humble. Make something.” I even have it as a t-shirt. Three times.
