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I used to be an active member of WebFictionGuide back when that was a thing. (Remember all the people nagging about votes and reviews in the Worm comment section?) I wrote a couple of reviews for my fellow authors back then. Somewhat embarassing work, but perhaps they’re still of interest five years later. This also includes some very old pieces I believe I wrote for high school english class?

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Examination of a Student Asunder


Two chrylurks, Gloom and Adversity, crawled through tunnels of limestone. Shimmerbugs aglow were the only illumination, glinting off pools and streams. Water trickled through, carving these caverns deeper, but its work has largely been outpaced by the hive’s excavation. Behind them, the floor bore a layer of crushed chitin and exoderm, and the walls a tracework of woven lines. Both grew scarce as they went on.

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Two chrylurks, Gloom and Adversity, crawled through tunnels of limestone. Shimmerbugs aglow were the only illumination, glinting off pools and streams. Water trickled through, carving these caverns deeper, but its work has largely been outpaced by the hive’s excavation. Behind them, the floor bore a layer of crushed chitin and exoderm, and the walls a tracework of woven lines. Both grew scarce as they went on.

Then, at once, the confining tunnel gave way to a larger chamber. Shadows swallowed the wall, but the echoes of chitin‍-​hooves on stone were suggestive. Smaller still than the bustling heart of the hive, but almost an hour of squeezing through crevasses rendered any space where two legs outstretched touched no wall profoundly welcome.

But was it truly an hour spent spelunking? The body was present for this adventure, but the mind? Draglines of the silk led back to the hive, at time hitched to those wires tracing the cave walls. Lively communication had pulsed back and forth all throughout. Adversity watched as her closest sisters attended their own duties‍ ‍‍—‍ a hunter practicing forms fit for four‍-​limbed fighting, a nurse washing and the feeding the thralls in their pens.

Adversity sent cheers of ‍—Good job! as they completed each task, and they pulsed their thanks. In turn, she recounted cave sights‍ ‍‍—‍ slender olms sleeping, stalagtites looming high‍ ‍‍—‍ for she was the first among their group to venture this far from the hive.

A bit spooky, she admitted‍ ‍‍—‍ and her nurse sister sensed it.

‍—Focus, sis, you aren’t going so far to not pay attention to it!

But most of what lay this far from home was so much opaque cave darkness. Then, almost in response, came deliverance.

Gloom’s Shimmerbugs flew forth by unspoken command, finding perch on the far walls. The larger chrylurk once more lead the smaller. Zhe was one head taller, and zir head boasted a panoply of silken loops drawn in dizzy patterns. Three horns burst from above zir, and cobwebs latticed the space between, a concourse for crawling spiderlice.

A veil fell over zir visage, cloaking her eyes to vague points‍ ‍‍—‍ but it seemed less a matter of obscurity than emphasis: as if the silk and all the spiders at work were her true expression.

By contrast, her follower Adversity bore no horns but buds thereof, nor silk‍-​work save a short, cropped head of hair. Her exoderm clad her thin and shiny. Her apertures were wide and credulous, and her four arms fidgeted in excitement‍-​uncertainty.

‍—You’re ready (zhe told her.) We will begin.

‍—I am? (she started. But it hadn’t been a question, and she shouldn’t question it.) Right, I am.

‍—Come here.

She approached. Two of the weaver’s hands lifted from the space between zir forelegs, and she caught a whiff of something pungent, but zir hands were already reaching out, grabbing. Zhe grabbed her antennae, one in each hand, and moved along their lengths in a smooth stroke.

Danger! Caution! Quiessence! Zir fingers were wet with deep bitter alarm. A pheromonic command backed with a high caste authority. The caress continued past her antennae‍ ‍‍—‍ with pressed, feelers were pushed against her head, and how those scented fingers brushed her hair.

Her body reacted automatically. Pulse spiking, attention snapping into keen focus‍ ‍‍—‍ but the most dramatic change lay in her swarm, just as compelled by the pheromones. Her spiderlice stilled their continual chatter. All the communication lines, all her hive‍-​bindings, went still, retracted and clipped.

She opened her mouth to yelp in shock, but her voice was utterly mute.

Her eyes settled on the weaver‍ ‍‍—‍ not glaring like had every right to, but watching for a signal, an order. That pheromone said Danger! and zhe was her authority.

“Calm now. You may speak.”

“What the heck! I didn’t even get a chance to say slack to my sisters.” She threw her arms to either side.

Zir head inclined, shifting zir veil. “You shall speak to them again soon. This is part of today’s lessons.”

“You could have warned me! Heck, you could have told me to tie up my bindings myself. I know how!”

“You would take too long, girl.” Head head tilted‍ ‍‍—‍ and one noticed, distractingly, that her two side‍-​horns formed a perfect right angle. “You know what role we have assigned you.”

“Yeah I’m gonna be an infiltrator and get all the exscient wrapped around my finger!”

“And what dangers does an infiltrator face?”

“Getting caught?”

A hum. “And the easiest way to get caught?”

“Forgetting your backstory? Taking off the mask at the wrong moment?”

“Wrong. Mortals are fools and liars. They will believe you, and when they don’t, they will believe it a mundane deception. Further, their sense of privacy and propriety is our advantage. No, any chrylurk deemed smart enough to be a infiltrator is far from likely to make such simple mistake.”

“Then I guess I don’t know. This today’s lesson?”

“It’s a prelimanary,” said Gloom. “The answer is alchemy. Alchemists are always your greatest enemy. No disguise or story will suffice if they see us wielding arts mortals cannot. Evanescence‍ ‍‍—‍ do you know what that is?”

“We drink their blood, and then our webs become magical?”

“Approximately. Weaving serivane taxes our sanguine reserves, yes?”

Her antennae nodded.

The veiled eyes stared, waiting. “So why did I cut your hive‍-​binding?”

“That’s what I’m saying!”

Antennae fell over zir face, drooping disppointment. “Your duty here is to think, dear. I ask because you know. You are ready. Simply tie toward the threads you have been given.”

“Oh. Um.” She paused, lifting a secondary hand to chew on her fingers. “It’s not that just weaving it that taxes. Sometimes I get thirsty just from messaging my sisters a lot. It’s like breathing, you keep doing it.”

“Approximately, yes. Evanescence allows threads to pass beyond the veil of material. After all, Your line back to the hive went through the cavern walls around us. But serivane cannot remain ephemeral anymore than a fire could burn forever with no fuel.”

“And… fire spits also out smoke, right? You’re saying alchemists can sense serivane?”

“Mortals are fools. They will walk right into cobwebs without seeing them. Serivane is just as inconspicuous, even to an alchemist’s aura. Unless, of course, there is an abundance of it. But it is, always, a matter of chance. Infiltrators must deal in chance. Just one glint is enough to raise suspicions.” The weaver reached out, and this time zir hand bore a strand of serivane. Zhe patted her head, and in the process bound their licenests.

‍—As an infiltrator, you will spend your time cut off from the hive, not because you must, but because it’s simply a prudent caution. Such is the virtue of quiessence.

‍—But what about my sisters? That’s kinda…

‍—Your duty. You will accept it (zhe sent, and zir ironclad certain underscore the words.) But let us move on. Here is my next question‍-​lesson for you. Can you reconnect to the hive?

‍—Yeah, let me just‍—

‍—Do not do so, not yet. The real question: how?

‍—Um, I just tell my lice to do it?

‍—What are your lice doing?

She chewed on her finger again. Another hand, reaching up, grasping the silken tresses the hung by her neck. She groped around till she found a spiderlice that was dutifully weaving or just chewing on silk. She plucked it and stared at the tiny bug. (Bug‍ ‍‍—‍ despite the name, they had six legs.)

But it had no answers for her, it only squirmed.

Zhe hummed wordlessly, making her glance over. As an idle demonstration, she had a line of silk drawn between two secondary hands. At once, a primary claw came down and severed the line.

‍—Tell me. How can this connection be restored without either limb crossing the intervening distance? (zhe asked.)

She stared. But this display seemed to underscore the fundamental absurdity of what zhe had asked.

‍—I don’t know. Maybe if you… threw the lines? But you’d have to get closer, or you’d have to throw them at the same time‍ ‍‍—‍ which you couldn’t coordinate without already being hive‍-​bound!‍ ‍‍—‍ and even then both lines would have to meet midair, but even then they’re still severed… I don’t know. It doesn’t seem physically possible.

‍—It’s not. Evanescence transcends what is physical.

‍—So it’s magic then. Do I have to know this?

‍—You want to know this, dear. You’re curious.

Again that certainty in her tone. And… she did recall the heady scent of the pheromones, laden with pragmatic meaning but also that unique musk of zir. This was an authority. She knew what was best.

‍—I must explain, because you won’t be able to figure this all out on your own. First, we often speak of harmony‍ ‍‍—‍ our bindings are like songs, pulses of meanings‍ ‍‍—‍ but the vibration of serivane strings… it does not always serve us to think of it as sound. It is also akin to light.

‍—I’ve seen through my sister’s eyes before (she sent, antennae nodding.)

‍—You misunderstand. That is synesthesia of a different origin, but I cannot discuss protocol today (zhe replied with a waving of her sharp primaries.) This light shines back and forth across a serivane line. When you cover up a light, it casts far‍-​reaching shadows, and when a serivane line is cut, the disturbance is quite distinct from simply going still.

Now, zhe reached into the ropes that clad zir body‍ ‍‍—‍ all the netting that surrounded zir had myriad treasures, less like a spider’s web than a magpie’s nest.

What zhe retrieved looked like a spool with hooked flanges, as if chitin had grown into a contorted shape.

‍—Your spiderlice produce these devices with the same industry with which they produce silk, but theirs are all tiny and thus difficult to inspect. This one operates by the same principle, though.

With a claw, zhe cut a new, thin string from her hair, and begin winding it around the hooked flanges in an intricate pattern. As she worked, a spiderlice wandered forward, descending from on high, suspended by its own line.

‍—The work of these spools requires two threads. The first is the control line, a vaneweb I am weaving by hand, though swarmlings are far more adept at its construction. As a vanewebs, it requires an sanguine inflow, which this plump little bug here will provide.

She stared as zhe covered the spool in a tracework of webbing. Her lidded apertures barely discerned the filaments, but the ocelli on her brow scried the shimmer of alterlight‍ ‍‍—‍ this was a vaneweb already pulsing.

The weaver cut another long strand from zir voluminous hair, and delicately let it drift toward the spool. As soon as the silk reached a certain radius, it was drawn into the shimmering device. Zhe let go, and the silk flew down, almost slithering over the chitinous cylinder, tightening into loop within a second.

‍—The spool has three modes of operation. The first is the initiation I just performed. For the second, here. Hand this to the spiderlice you so presciently summoned.

She still held the bug in her hand. The weaver had tapped the spiderlice in command of the device’s vaneweb, and the spooled silk slacked just enough for a thread to peel away.

Except it, with the same invisible will that let the thread slither‍-​coil around the spool let it now rise like a charmed snake, straight up the air to the weaver’s waiting fingers.

Zhe pinched it and pulled. Tautly, the thread stretched.

This was what zhe now handed to the infiltrator‍ ‍‍—‍ or her swarmling, as it were. There was more than enough silk to bridge the distance. The bug took the silk with a happy wiggles of its legs.

‍—You are bound to it, yes? (zhe asked.) Say hi to me. If fact: Slack.

‍—Slack! (her lice reflexively replied.)

With a pop, the line they had spoken through until now went silent‍ ‍‍—‍ not quite as scary as when she’d lost the whole hive‍-​in‍-​harmony earlier, but she still flinched.

But this was part of the lesson. Zhe knew best. In fact, zhe given an order‍ ‍‍—‍ what had zhe just said?

She turned her mind to the bug and the silk it chewed. She had a swarm‍-​binding with it, far from a true harmony (’twas such a simple‍-​minded creature), but she still formed the words.

‍—Hi (she said to her bug.)

‍—Ack? (it had no idea what to do with the signal.

She glanced between it and the spool and the weaver gazing patiently at her. Right.

She felt out the pathway, performing the routing which her lice would handle automatically. First to the swarmling in palm, to the spool, then to the weaver.

‍—Hi, O Gloom.

‍—Hi yourself, Adversity.

It worked! Their voices sounded different, like this. Most hive‍-​bindings had more threads, more bandwidth. Like this there was very little harmonic information to speak of, just the raw words.

‍—As I was saying, this is the second mode of operation‍ ‍‍—‍ communication at a distance. Now, move! Walk around this chamber a bit, (zhe commanded, and she obeyed, a slow amble.) If you look at the spool with ocelli, you can see how the light shifts as you move, yes?

Antennae worked up and down, affirmating.

‍—Why do you think it does that?

She stopped and thought. Something was happening with each step. It wasn’t necessary to allow the movements‍ ‍‍—‍ an ordinary spool of thread could move freely. And whatever that mysterious something was, it was worth spending their precious sanguine reserves on, constantly.

And the point of this whole demonstration, it tied back to restoring a connection without crossing the distance. But how?

No, she couldn’t figure it all out at once. All zhe was asking of her was why the vaneweb is shimmering with activity.

All she was doing was moving around. She takes another step to demonstrate, and there came the tell‍-​tale wrinkle in the alterlight, faint as it was.

Then she stops. Instead of moving, she just waved her hand through the air‍ ‍‍—‍ the hand clutching the spiderlice. Even fainter, now, but there it was!

Why would it register every single movement, unless‍—

‍—It’s recording? (she sent.)

She was excited to say it, but that did come across on the austere wire.

‍—Indeed (zhe replied, clapping her free claw together.) The vaneweb operates by principles advanced enough you may consider it magical for the purposes of this lesson. Simply understand that its lines encode the angle and length unspooled.

She nodded.

‍—Now, remember what I said about how serivane pulses are like light? Pay close attention and do not move.

Zhe brought down a claw, and the vaneweb winked. The now‍-​loose thread retracted, just like it had when zhe first fed it silk. The vaneweb shifted all throughout‍ ‍‍—‍ not like when she had moved around. The glow intensified for a second then dropped to something much dimmer‍ ‍‍—‍ then vanished altogether.

“This is the third mode,” zhe continued. “When the thread is cut, it is like a light gone dark, and it immediately ceases to update the record. Instead, the silk is respooled, and the web attains quiessence. An alchemist could not sense this.”

“Are you going to show me the magic trick, now?”

“What do you think happens next? You can figure the rest out, now.”

She could? What did she know now that she didn’t before? She stared at the spool, dark now but it had shimmered with alterlight earlier.

It had been recording‍ ‍‍—‍ that was the only insight her teacher lead her to.

Angle and length unspooled. And if you knew both those facts, you knew where to send your thread to restore the connection. Right?

But that was just knowing‍ ‍‍—‍ how did the thread get there? Her teacher hadn’t said anything about lice throwing or guiding silk, but that had to happen somewhere, didn’t it?

Wait. Oh, that sneaky bug! Zhe had not said anything about it, but she’d seen it. The slithering silk, the way it rose straight up in the air.

“The vaneweb controls the silk? It can make it unspool?”

“You forgot to tell me the first half of your reasoning. We aren’t abound right now, I cannot follow you.”

“Oh, right. The recording‍ ‍‍—‍ if you can unspool the silk in a straight line whenever, then you just have figure out where to return to by reading the angle and length. Right? Though I don’t know you could keep the thread straight if it has to go really far. If the wind blows it a little… And what if I had moved a bit? Then the angle would be all wrong.

Maybe she’d gone down the wrong track. Could that really work in practice?

But the weaver snapped her claws dramatically. And at once, the spool glows with alterlight, and the silk surged forth, like an arrow toward her‍ ‍‍—‍ specifically, her swarmling. The bug catches the silk and she felt the brush of their minds rejoining.

‍—Serivane is not physical and the winds do not molest it (zhe said.) You are broadly correct. This is your first lesson, if I needed to also explain dragline trails and path integration, then your little head would spin.

‍—I still wanna know how it works, though. How does the silk stay straight? Threads don’t just do that (she sent, jabbing a finger forward to mime the way it flew at her.)

‍—You are an infiltrator, not a weaver. It would serve you not to delve to deep into these topics. They can… ensnare you. But I cannot not resist a taste: to understand evanescence as a whole, imagine a spider’s web. Patiently she wait, and soon flies find themselves stuck in her grasp. That is their natural place.

Gloom spoke with such vehement truth that Adversity flinched.

‍—Evanescent webs are arcane weavings that craft the proper place for the world itself to become stuck. All things fall, and we ensure they fall into our design. As it should‍—must‍—will. If that is too abstract for you… it suffices to imagine we weave the puppets strings to tug matter along its way.

‍—So we’re kind of the masters of the whole world then, aren’t we? I’m glad we’re the ones pulling the strings.

The weaver laughed.

‍—But dear, we are made of matter as well.

‍—Huh… so we can get stuck in our own webs?

‍—What do you think a hive is?

She looked down, gazing at the swarmling in her hand with wide apertures, thoughts all aswirl.

‍—But that is enough. You did well today. You may rebind yourself to the hive.

All that momentary uncertainty fled her at that‍ ‍‍—‍ she immediately gave the command to her lice.

‍—Line?

Unbidden, an imagine came to her‍ ‍‍—‍ or was it sudden attention to a sensation that had always been there? Of a thousand tiny spools in the hex‍-​riddled burrows of her scalp, all aglow and unfurling at once‍ ‍‍—‍ silken arrows fired with blind premonition at calculated targets.

‍—Bound! (came the reply of a dutiful operator.) Welcome back!

‍—Hii! (She was happy, even to hear from the operator, but embedded in her message was signal to forward it to the bugs she most wanted to hear from‍ ‍‍—‍ her sisters.)

By now the nurse had finished her care of the thralls and was messily drinking her lunch from the mouth of a replete; the hunter clenched her mandibles in pain as a crack on her arm was bandaged up, wounded in training.

‍—That took so long (said the former.) I missed you~

‍—Don’t tell me you got in trouble (said the latter.)

As if the isolation had wound her too‍-​taut, reconnecting to her hive left her feeling like she was about to burst and spill out everything. But she had so much built up‍ ‍‍—‍ she wanted to tell them everything she learned, or how kinda scixe the weaver’s musk smelled, or that it was cool and scary that they were all like squirming flies in the queen’s web.

But all she managed to get out was:

‍—I love you both (she said.)

‍—Aww (said the nurse.)

‍—Oh no. Are you finally going to get unraveled for being too annoying? Is this your last message?

‍—Quiet, you (replied the nurse.) If you were actually worried you could check. She’s not going to be unraveled, she’s just nervous. Come back soon, I’ll give you a big hug!

‍—I’d like that.

In the cave, the small chrylurk smiled. The weaver, adorned with zir shimmerbugs, was an approaching beacon, and zhe combed a claw through her short cropped her as zhe passed. Wordless, she was beckoned to follow after, and they began the journey back to the hive.

She was glad to be back, she missed everyone. But she hadn’t even been gone an hour.

How would it feel when she was a real infiltrator?

‍—You’ll be ready. (With hive‍-​bound certainty.)

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Chitinous tarsi lighted down on cold stone, lost in the enveloping patter of the rain rushing down sloped roofs. Droplets of water beaded ineffectually on waxy exoderm, repelled by both bodies. Only their setae-furred antennae and locks of silken hair needed any cover.



Darkling sky over chilled air over empty streets. The two chrylurks had stealth so far, gliding and bounding over the cities rooves. Now nearing their destination, they had to descend to the streets, courting the great risk: a mortal spotting them.

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Chitinous tarsi lighted down on cold stone, lost in the enveloping patter of the rain rushing down sloped roofs. Droplets of water beaded ineffectually on waxy exoderm, repelled by both bodies. Only their setae‍-​furred antennae and locks of silken hair needed any cover.

Darkling sky over chilled air over empty streets. The two chrylurks had stealth so far, gliding and bounding over the cities rooves. Now nearing their destination, they had to descend to the streets, courting the great risk: a mortal spotting them.

But mortals were why they were here.

They touched down beside a cobbled road, a short stretch bracketed by hard turns each leading to larger road. This short extent served a little clump of buildings all packed tight. A cart lay on the side of the road. Above them, lamps of burning oil leaked light from a few windows.

‍—Does the trail linger? (sent Heresy, strumming the ghostly silk between them. Clear yet fuzzy: the rain inflicted the barest interference.)

The two were stepping under the eaves of the roof they leapt from. Cipher, the smaller chrylurk, was pulling a fabric sheath off their antennae, segmented lengths shivering in the wet air.

Chrylurk marks could stick well on their own, but the rain only trapped the scent. Cipher’s antennae waved then flinch‍-​froze.

The familiar scent of Sister Disgrace had guided their journey. This was her hunting grounds, and she’d left marks all across the territory. Old scents, though‍ ‍‍—‍ this was fresher, meant to be a message.

‍—This is where it went wrong (Cipher said.)

‍—How can you tell?

Acrid notes of distress, metallic notes of pain‍ ‍‍—‍ an odor so much like hemolymph, and not by coincidence. Drawn morbidly, Disgrace neared an alley, thin gap between packed buildings.

‍—Scents for warning and tracking, and here. (She crouched, tugging at the shawl covering her hair. Her silk fell out, a pale waterfall.) Cast a line. This is her silk.

Heresy did not cast a line, though a spiderlouse crawled down her neck. The chrylurk plucked it with a claw and tossed it toward Cipher. A dragline stretched the distance; the roof‍-​filtered drizzle was caught and suspended.

Discarded silk, scattered among the grime and puddles, was faintly drawn upward by her hair’s evanescence, like magnetism, while the spiderlouse dug about for the same and began to chew.

Then Heresy’s swarmling found it: a hooked spool of shed chitin, still bearing knots of preserved serivane.

Heresy seesawed her antennae, a nod.

‍—Her belaying spool (sent the hunter.) So she clipped all her hive‍-​bindings here.

‍—Three reasons you might do that (sent Cipher.) One, to protect herself: she needed quiessence to hide from an alchemist. Two, to protect us: she needed to cut her trail so an alien hive couldn’t find ours‍—

‍—Why leave tracking pheromones, then? Why lure us?

Cipher rose, hair waving in an wind that did not exist. Her apertures narrowed to slits at the interruption, but she continued:

‍—Or three, she had no choice. She lacked the sanguine reserves to maintain hive‍-​bindings.

‍—She dropped everything. Maitaining one thread, or even sending a distress signal would not deplete her unless she was already starving.

‍—You think that makes it impossible. I think it makes it so much more concerning.

‍—It would mean she might be‍—forgotten.

Cipher took a step toward her sister, a clawed leg reaching out (reaching up; the hunter was taller) and touching a coxa‍-​shoulder. Reassuring, except her sharpness prod.

‍—If the alternative is she fought an alchemist? (sent Cipher.) I think both these threads tie the same knot.

Creak.

Cipher had to turn her head‍ ‍‍—‍ Heresy could see it already.

While they’d investigated, a door had opened further down the alley.

A human bore a lantern in hand and carried a pot stinking of trash and waste, fit to be tossed among the alley’s garbage. He dropped both at the sight of the two shadow‍-​black bugs skulking.

(I wonder if he’ll answer our questions) Cipher thought.

“More of them?” came his whisper aghast.

Nevermind, Cipher thought.

Chitin‍-​hooves smashed against cold stone. Abound as the pair were, when Heresy leapt high, Cipher was already crouching low. They moved in concert; the larger hunter lunging and the lithe weaver skittering.

Cipher’s silken hair writhed akin to a pit of snakes. Rope, woven in preparation for this operation, unslung themselves. The jab of one primary claw hooked a rope, and a flick of her secondary hand sent a thorny loop toward her prey, while finally the grip of her tertiary talons kept her braced to the stone of the alley.

Heresy fell with a predator’s vicious grace. The man witnessed sudden, vision‍-​eclipsing violence. A chrylurk was upon him‍ ‍‍—‍ two primary raptorials stuck down to disable his arms‍ ‍‍—‍ one secondary hand thrust forward, strangle‍-​tight at his neck to silence the screams.

He could do nothing‍ ‍‍—‍ not even run. The rope Cipher had thrown already whipped past him and curled around his legs, thorns digging into linen. All his limbs were bound.

He fell: the thunk against the stone was wet in two ways. Cipher still skittered forward. Swarmlings crawled out from the nest between her legs, and she sent them seeking onward, destined for the still‍-​open door. But her focus on was on her over‍-​eager sister.

‍—Bite him (Cipher advised.) Tranquilize the threat. We can drain him later.

‍—No.

‍—More useful to us alive. Can’t drain or parascixtize dead meat.

Heresy lifted a claw and slammed it down. Blood gushed as her claws dug in, then a gurgling sound, then she ripped. The man’s trachae was gore dislodged from a bloody cavity.

“Exšh’t,” she scraped.

Cipher thought of Disgrace, those acrid notes of distress and hive‍-​harmony clipped and spooled with panicked abruptness.

‍—I don’t blame you (Cipher sent.)

Heresy rose, her hooves giving the corpse with a bone‍-​shattering stomp. Her head snapped to her sister, proboscis curled sneeringly high, toothed mandibles bare.

‍—Obviously. How could you? (she sent, but her hive‍-​song was more tone than message. Brutal satisfaction and hate radiating.)

Again, a shared thought and two moved as one. Heresy lifted her dripping secondary hand, and Cipher rose from her skitter‍-​crouch like a flower rose. Rivulets of blood descended from the murder‍-​drenched hand and fell upon Cipher’s mouthparts. Her hypopharynx darted forward to lick blood warm from the killing.

Heresy’s other hand came forth, brushing across Cipher’s head. A pat for one second before she gripped the voluminous silk‍-​hair and pulled her sister up the rest of the way.

‍—Let’s finish this (the hunter said, chiding.) You were yapping about what’s useful, but this‍—

‍—Cost nothing (the weaver interrupted.) I sent my swarmlings to scout the building, and await a report. Three more heat signatures on the ground floor, smells like two humans and a freemouse.

‍—And Disgrace?

‍—Her scent’s strongest behind a door my bugs can’t slip past. No way to reach her but through the mortals.

‍—Do you want me to wait around for you to spin up a plan?

‍—I was thinking about the utility of that.

‍—So “yes”. That answer is “yes” and takes six words less.

‍—It’s “no,” I think. The sound of your violence was muffled by the rain, and I wove a vaneweb‍ ‍‍—‍ reckless, but telling. Were any of these mortals alchemists of the most dangerous sort, they would have sensed it and stirred into action at once.

‍—So they’re all easy pickings. That also takes less words.

(Disgrace would tell you to be nicer to me) Cipher thought. But she didn’t send it‍ ‍‍—‍ not when that rift in the fabric had not yet been stitched.

And there was no way to stitch it but to cut.

Cipher stepped aside. The door was on the right side of the alley, and she’d skittered along the right wall. Now she followed a hair’s breadth behind Heresy‍ ‍‍—‍ an easy distance to manage when both moved in concert.

Heresy opened up the door gently. For all her ferocity, she knew not to spook her prey. She stepped inside, and did not even need to scan around.

Cipher’s swarm had carried forth lines of silk, so both chrylurks knew the lay of the space. The side door opened perpendicular to a corridor which joined to one room rich in heat and scent (likely the kitchen) and one room with mud tracks (likely the entrance).

The two humans were behind this wall before them, but reaching them meant going around. The freemouse stood in the kitchen, pausing at the door’s faint creak.

Swarmlings relayed all they heard and all they vibrated their silken lines. Cipher’s stout scalp‍-​hive integrated all these noise‍-​waves, but it was guess‍-​work.

“Malkom ‍—‍— so long. Trash’s ‍—‍— hold up?” Snatches of almost‍-​intelligible speech from the other room.

“He’s ‍—‍—ing. Patience.”

“Keep going w‍—‍—out him. Just skip ‍—‍—.” Followed by a laugh.

“Not fair, n‍—‍— fair. Maybe ‍—‍— can check in on him?”

“R‍—‍—, the help’ll fetch ’em.” Then he continued in a louder voice tha carried through the house: “Hey! Yoneymum!”

The freemouse perked up. “Yes, master‍-​mine?” High‍-​pitched, squeaky.

Before her parascixion, Cipher had known freemice could be proud. This? This was affected. Embarrassing.

“Malkom went out! Fetch him, see what’s up!”

“As you‍-​you wish!”

‍—The servant is coming this way. Think you’re for taking out the humans? (Cipher sent.)

It was bait. (Disgrace would say be nicer.)

‍—Think that mouse might be too much for you?

But they both moved, Heresy stalking rightward, back toward the entrance. This time, Cipher leapt, her claws finding purchase in the wooden walls. She climbed, weaving lines behind her, and soon found herself on the ceiling, held up by hooked claws and bound silk.

She could continue down the corridor. Alternatively?

The freemouse darted forward. Awkward; this species couldn’t truly run, at least not effectively. Their fastest gait leveraged all four limbs in a scurry.

But she knew why this one didn’t.

As it toddled forward, it passed by a line she’d woven, a loop of rope. Her trap caught a leg and Cipher pulled, reeling the freemouse in.

“Don’t scream, little slave,” she hissed. “Be good, and we’ll save one of your masters, but you have to tell us who we’re looking for. Otherwise we kill everyone.”

Coincidence proved her point: a bang and screams started in the other room.

“Eep‍—” the freemouse squeaked.

A claw thrust into the freemouse’s snout, blocking it and slicing her tongue in the process.

“Don’t try us! One more chance. This time, you don’t get to speak. Three questions. The alchemist is behind the metal door, aren’t they? Basement?”

Quivering, the freemouse nodded.

“As expected. The two humans in the other room, man and woman, they’re working for the alchemist?”

A pause. Then a nod.

“Which does the alchemist like more? The woman?”

A longer pause. Then a nod so slight it might’ve been more trembling.

(All of my suspcions were right) Cipher thought.

Then came a half‍-​muffled scream, wet and gagged. Did she get the answer too late?

‍—O Heresy, try to spare the lady. I have a plan.

‍—Another plea for mercy? (she replied, exertion in her tone.) No, sister. Tonight is for hate, not zeal.

‍—Not for parascixion (she clarified.) We will kill her‍ ‍‍—‍ later.

“Ha. So I haven’t learned anything from you, little mortal. What use are you?”

A squeak slipped past her muffling tarsus. When, belatedly, the freemouse had the idea to bite her, the chrylurk’s exoderm was chipped, but a flex of her claws‍ ‍‍—‍ sharp enough to cut silk that merely falls on it‍ ‍‍—‍ put that foolish ambition to rest.

(Speaking of zeal…) Before her parascixion, Cipher had known freemice well.

She’d been converted.

“Our kind is merciful, you know. Loving. I could tie you up, spare you here. We’d take you, make you a thrall. Perhaps even a drone. You could be free of all this.”

She removed her clawed hands, granting that last chance.

“N‍-​no, no! Please, b‍-​begone! I‍ ‍‍—‍ I’d rather serve‍-​serve righteous masters.” Blood and spittle dripped from a mouth struggling to speak.

Cipher hissed, and there were no words in it. “We have no masters. Is a hand slave to the heart? I offered you everything, exšh’t.”

Already the claw was in place. Cipher thrust it back, lower and could feel the freemouse’s pulse. Gushing‍ ‍‍—‍ quickening rhythm only to sooner reach its ending. She grabbed, she wrenched, and she tore.

Even as the storm battered the roof, a red rain fell indoors.

‍—Yes (Cipher told Heresy,) I truly don’t blame you

‍—Obviously. You need to hate them more, sister. You’re not tenny‍-​fresh anymore. Remember what Disgrace said.

Cipher remember her words well. The Queen only loves those who are worthy of love. If and only if. We are worthy. To extend that to every piece of exšh’t is to insult us. Cherish that we deigned to save you, as we cherish that you wise enough to be saved. I love you, sister, because I hate those who are not you.

The corpse of the freemouse who spat on her offer wetly fell into the puddle of its juices.

‍—I’m waiting on you, sister (Heresy sent.)

Cipher lighted on warm wood and gazed down with contempt at the body. She was reflected in the pool of blood, though. (Candles danced in the wall‍-​sconces.) The fires of contempt smoldered to self‍-​derision. She was a fool.

She’d asked the freemouse three questions, and not one of them concerned what was most important, what had brought them here.

Her thoughts drifted to Disgrace again, but she had to stop there, lest the that unstitched rift torment her. Not now.

To be exscient is to be ignorant. Death is forgetting and forgetting is death.

Cipher walked the halls, tracking blood with each step. In effort to banish her thoughts, she tightened her hive‍-​binding to Heresy, and drank up her recollection of her rampage.

She had slowly stalked across a dark room‍ ‍‍—‍ leather furniture, a rack with four raincoats, papers stacked on a table. Then she crossed the threshold into a room with a fireplace crackling.

Two human had sat at a table playing cards, though there was a third hand of cards laying face down on the table. They wore robes, pale‍-​dyed with bronze‍-​colored trims.

Heresy hadn’t paid attention, on her way in, but Cipher took note of it. The human they killed outside had not worn robes.

(So that’s the hierarchy? Alchemist, two students below that, then a layman and freemouse servant.)

At the chrylurk’s appearance, chairs clattered. The man yelped his surprise while the woman cursed and slammed her hands on the table, madly groping.

The man charged toward the bug, and Heresy snarled forward, swinging a raptorial‍ ‍‍—‍ and then the man thrust up a blade, a runic transmutation circle sparking.

(Incompleat) Cipher thought (but trained enough to complete another’s work?)

The bug backed away, the three ocelli on her brow glowing. She scried for alterlight‍ ‍‍—‍ not that she’d be able to parse whatever magic the mortal was working. Heresy wasn’t Cipher.

The woman held a rod and pointed it at the chrylurk. Two unknowns to worry about now. Heresy thought tactically for a moment.

She swung a raptorial primary but the man dodged. Short sword thrusted and she felt a mad jolt thundering up her arm. The limb convulsed even as the blade pinned it.

But the blade, too, was held in place. Both of her secondary arms shot forward to grab at his waist. The man dropped, then, fearful of those limbs, and even let go of his sword to fall faster. For a second, the glowing blade kept zapping her, the aching limb shuddering. Air rushed from her spiracles, almost a roar.

But all this was planned. Heresy twisted, her other raptorial striking outward. Her spikes cut through the robe and sliced his torso. She fell on him.

He lost, then. Raptorials, claws, talons, hooves. He was outmatched‍ ‍‍—‍ outnumbered, in a way.

But as she tore into him, her hive‍-​binding to Cipher pulsed with a message, urging her to spare the lady.

(Lucky positioning) Heresy though, but she couldn’t resist taunting her sister for the fickleness of her heart.

Another interruption. She she grinned above her murder‍-​in‍-​progress, a dark dollop dripped down. Not hemolyph or venom‍ ‍‍—‍ liquified exoderm?

Her head shot up to the woman determinedly pointing the wand at her. Heresy hissed. She lunged. A two‍-​step launch, first step to rise and second to accelerate, but she aimed to second so that it stomped the man’s brains into the hardwood.

“I have bad news, exšh’t,” Heresy taunted.

“Don’t ever listen to it,” the woman murmured under her breath. “Just a mimic. Just a mimicry of human speech.”

“You’ll have to forgive me,” she continued, annoyed to have to rewrite the quip, “but I’m not going to kill you.”

Still rising in the air, still sealin forward, now her last pair of legs caught on the table. She kicked forward, flipping over the heavy wood obstruction. It hit the ground and slid forward, slamming the woman into the wall. She grunt‍-​coughed, chest bludgeoned.

“And worse news,” Heresy said. “I’m not going to bite you, either.”

Then, when Cipher came in, Heresy had the woman on top of the table, which had been pushed back upright (though the card game was beyond salvaging). Her robes had been cut away, and the shirt she wore underneath was soaked with blood.

Pinned to the table, the chrylurk idly dug her raptorial spikes into the meat of an arm. Cloth had been shoved deep into her mouth, so the game seemed to be finding how loud she could scream despite that.

‍—Took you long enough.

Less than a minute, all told.

‍—I’ll handle her from here. Lead the way, O Heresy.

Heresy twirled her antennae and hopped off the table. The other chrylurk hadn’t use any sort of bondage. In other circumstances, one might worry the human would flee, but this specimen was exhausted, perhaps not even conscious.

Cipher climbed up, and checking the pulse and the pupil response. Brown eyes met her gaze through tears. The chrylurk’s limbs busied themselves with unfurling lengths of prepared silk. Tying the legs, the hands.

Meanwhile, mandibles parted, and the hypopharyx darted out to lick the blood splattered on the woman’s neck, cleaning. Then her fangs came down, sinking in without resistance or ceremony.

Next, Cipher found the tattered robes, fallen to the floor, and quickly tied them across the wide gashes torn into the human’s chest.

By the time she finished, bleeding was staunched and numbing venom icily flooded the veins and tissues. Then she was interrupted.

‍—Door’s locked. Does she have a key?

Cipher opened her mouth to ask, but she had a suspicion. She glanced over at the brain‍-​splattered pile of gore. Darting over, she patted down his robes and found a hard form that jinged at her touch.

‍—Dead one did.

‍—Didn’t notice, ha.

Time to leave. Grabbing the live human by the collar of her shirt, the weaver peeled her off the table.

“Can you walk?” she asked, dropping the human to watch them stagged and fall limply against her thorax. “Then I’ll guide you. Come, my sister is waiting.”

“Th‍-​thank you. I f‍-​feel‍—”

“No need.”

Cipher didn’t care‍ ‍‍—‍ but it was more useful if the human wasn’t screaming in agony. She should have told Heresy as much‍ ‍‍—‍ but she truly didn’t blame her. How could she?

But then Cipher was thinking of the freemouse. “Servant, or slave?” she asked the human master.

“W‍-​what?”

“The freemouse. She called you master. Was she treated well?”

“I‍ ‍‍—‍ I shouldn’t be t‍-​talking to you. You’re just a m‍-​mimic that echoes human speech. Like a raven.”

Beyond the room where they played games lay another dark room, piled with boxes. Her questing swarmlings had found the metal door here and been unable to progress further.

Cipher tossed the ring of keys to a quick ‍—Thanks.

“Knight Gram‍—” A claw touched her lip and split it.

“Shush.”

The metal slid open and then banged against the wall. Dark steps, but only until the first bend. The basement was lit, but not lit with the same warm, flickering flames as lay upstairs. Alchemists had colder and much more consistent sources.

Heresy was rushing down the steps but Cipher strummed insistently.

‍—Slow down, it’s important that I’m not far behind you.

‍—Then speed up!

They both complied; they still moved as one. Heresy waited at the first landing; Cipher swept the woman off her feet and carried her.

The steps weren’t wide enough for two segmented bug‍-​chimerae to walk side by side, but again Cipher walked impossible close.

Shelves were stocked with tomes and scrolls. Stray pages littered the walls, graphite interlined with ink to effectuate arcane, inscrutable results. Hardwood had given way to stone here, and chalk lined that stone, circle after circle drafted and most of them forgotten, left as inoperable smudges.

Cipher was braced for an attack. Heresy was raring to go.

Instead, a calm voice.

“There you are, chimerae.” Snapping gazes found a man knelt in meditation, dark hair a curtain over the face. He lifted his head, and glasses caught a glint of light. “I should say welcome to my laboratory, but you are not. Not even slightly.”

He posed no immediate threat, so wondering gazes were drawn‍ ‍‍—‍ like flies to flesh‍ ‍‍—‍ to what lay beside him.

Disgrace was the queen’s surrogate. Silken hair had been dyed with a sharp panoply of queen‍-​enticing colors, and she had adapted to walking with not two, but three pairs of legs on the ground‍ ‍‍—‍ the only effective way to support the weight of her plump abdomen.

Her hair lay as grime‍-​crusted cobwebs, and all her fat was depleted to leave a gaunt body, flayed of all exoderm. The thick curves of her limbs had been amputated outright. Disgrace’s body was as limbless as a grub.

Heresy roared. “You‍—”

“I am Knight Grammaltom, second compleation, and I have my suspicious I am guilty of tremendous sin.”

Cipher could hissermy aggreement, but there was a more pressing concern. “Second compleation,” Cipher started, “that means you could have felt us approach. Why hide? Unless you wanted us to come‍—”

“I expected it, though I thought I would have more time‍ ‍‍—‍ time to ameliorate‍ ‍‍—‍ but you had more alactrity than expected. Or perhaps we were always more helpless than we thought. There is so little we understand.”

“Explain yourself.” Cipher trembled‍ ‍‍—‍ from the strain of holding up the woman. She sat her down‍ ‍‍—‍ the tortured human’s eyes were fixed on the knight, staring with terrified incomprehension. The bloody human looked at once like one glares at a criminal deserving condemnation or to a priest offering absolution.

“Just what I said. We do not understand‍ ‍‍—‍ but you do, don’t you? You understand what I’m saying. Really understand. It’s more than mimickry, more than animal cunning.”

“Parascixion is ascension.” That was something Disgrace once said. “Did you truly think we were beneath you?”

“My study is one of nervous systems.” He lifted a hand, and both chrylurks flinched. Second compleation hands were not to be trifled with. He closed the hand. “Your kind has a brain the size of my fist. My books tell me chrylurks have, at best, insidious instincts and deceptively cooperative behavior. But I digress. At the outset, I had believe myself to be hunting a mere species of animal chimera. That was the object of this research program.”

“Research?” Heresy said, stalking forward. “You killed‍—”

“I do not believe she is dead. This is why I did not‍ ‍‍—‍ could not‍ ‍‍—‍ make a move to save my students from your savage egress. My transfiguration sustains her nervous systems such as I understand it. I was studying how your kind operates. A gruesome procedure, but the Five consider animal subjects ethically permissible.”

“Just like every other piece of exšh’t!” Heresy said. “Of course everything you do to us is justified! If you only understood what you were denying us, denying yourselves‍ ‍‍—‍ if you knew the need that burns us alive‍ ‍‍—‍ you would understand how much you deserve all of this!

“I agree,” said the human.

Heresy paused in her stride, one leg held mid‍-​air. “Huh?”

“I do not blame you for what you did to my students, for all that it was cruelty the heart must ache to see. I had a practical excuse to remain here and sustain my ritual, as I explained, but what I felt in my heart when I introspected… was a kind of sympathy.” He glanced to his side, eyes looking at the corpse‍ ‍‍—‍ if he was to be believed, the seeming corpse‍ ‍‍—‍ and he seemed to flinch from the sight. “As I said, I believe myself to be guilty of tremendous sin and trespass against your kind.”

Heresy glanced at Cipher, a significant look. “We will not give you parascixion,” she declared.

The weaver did not hesitate to wave two antennae in a nod.

“Make no mistake, I am not begging your forgiveness. You asked for an explanation, and I endeavor to furnish one. Perhaps I have been to garrulous? Concisely: I believed you to be animals, and treated you as such. By the time my experiments caused me to doubt this, I…”

“You had already tortured and mutilated the bug who sired us,” Cipher finished.

He closed his eyes, breathing deep. “I see. You even have a conception of family.”

“What?” This time, it was the woman who spoke, more a wail than a word. “Teacher! What are you saying? How can you‍—”

“I am thankful for the the mote of mercy it took to spare my student,” he said without looking at her. “Yet I can only surmise your intent was to subject me to some excruciating consequentialism, yes?”

“She was meant as hostage, if that’s what you mean.”

“You chose well. I wish for her survival, even above my own. But if this was meant to persuade me, you may find we already share an interest in revitalizing your mother.”

‍—Once again, sister, your mercy has proven pointless.

‍—Yes. I’m learning. Slowly.

“You said you believe her to be alive. Why?”

“Pulse, heat, spasms. I remain utterly mystified as to how your flesh can persist absent a soul, but it leaves you quite susceptible to transmutation‍ ‍‍—‍ in this case to her benefit.” He gazed down, forlornly. “Despite my efforts, though, dead bugs continues to slough from her insides‍ ‍‍—‍ are they a part of you? Her silk became brittle and faded, which seems quite dire given how profusely your kind normally secretes it. I have supplied her nutrients, but I’m still missing something. Something vital.”

(Oh, not all, exscient. What’s missing is something you have in abundance!)

Finally, Cipher advanced. She ignored the human woman, still tied up and weeping, and instead padding her way to her mother’s side. She felt the clammy carapace. Melanized from so many dissection wounds, this was a site of a devastating battle. She did not twitch, and whatever life remained in her would be locked far below waking consciousness.

Forgetting was death and death was forgetting‍ ‍‍—‍ and so the hive did its utmost to ensure it did not forget its hivelings. The worst fate this reconnaisance of theirs could have uncovered would have been discovery of a body violently, irrecoverably, reduced to fluids and particles. (Alchemy was so adept at deconstruction.)

Disgrace had made this city district her hunting grounds, and consequently the last time she’d unspooled her mind into the queen’s archives was months ago. Months that would be forgotten. Months of a ruthless, lively chrylurk to be orphaned by history.

The next thing they feared was finding a corpse intact. Brain gone cold and connectome falling to pieces‍ ‍‍—‍ but scrutable to the veil of indentity. She could be restored, in part, like ink on a wet page deciphered.

And this was better than all of those dire possibilities, if far from the relief of meeting Discare hale and hearty.

What was missing? Sanguine nectar. That power extracted from the blood of prey‍ ‍‍—‍ from it they spun serivane. Disgrace had been starved of the definition of chrylurk existence.

She could be fed, sanguimel administered through the lurking heart’s slit between her first pair of legs. But before Cipher could spare any thought to that, there was a metaphorical dramul in the room.

For all his overtures of understanding, every breath drawn in the same room as a second compleation alchemist was made under threat. They had to address him.

“Do you think you can save her?” asked the knight when the chrylurk’s gaze returned to his. “I’ll lend what aid I can.”

He had blue eyes. Cipher stared into them. She gazed from aperatures created by multipart eyelids closing like six flower petals, and she saw them widening in her reflection. Inside were convex compound eyes‍ ‍‍—‍ a purple void abscent any pupil for humans to read.

“Do you trust us?” Cipher hissed.

He broke eye contact to gaze at the woman covered in her own blood. She lay on the ground, curled fetal, and may have lost consciousness. The robes the weaver had haphazardly strung up as bandaged had fallened away, revealing wounds were the hunter had twist‍-​stabbed or slowly peeled her in abject malice.

Despite it all, her chest rose and fell.

“I believe your kind has mercy,” he said.

Cipher smiled above her fangs. “Thank you. My sire always told I have more zeal than hate.”

When she approached the alchemist, there was no flinch.

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Shell-sculptors had the sharpest claws of the chrylurk castes, and this one had a whetstone upon the table, honing the edge further, even as R-15 walked in. She, a surrogate clad proudly in ceramic carapace, paused at the threshold to the chamber, tugging on her invisible bindings to the rest of the hive as if it would pull her from some terrible drop.

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A Sculptor Most Delicate (2026‍-​03‍-​02)

Shell‍-​sculptors had the sharpest claws of the chrylurk castes, and this one had a whetstone upon the table, honing the edge further, even as R‍-​15 walked in. She, a surrogate clad proudly in ceramic carapace, paused at the threshold to the chamber, tugging on her invisible bindings to the rest of the hive as if it would pull her from some terrible drop.

‍—Sit down, sister! (the shell‍-​sculptor sent, eager antennae already perking up at the promise of being helpful) This one has been told just what you need!

‍—Tuned (she acknowledged).

Her tugging on the lines ceased, unable to overcome the gravity of her appointment: six legs ferried her inward, and she lay her ceramic‍-​clad carapace upon the cool clay of the sculptor’s workbench.

All was lit apale in the sharp light cast by the sculptor’s swarmling shimmerbugs, perched and casting beams with reflective inner elytra. All was lit, save for the shadows cast by the chrylurks themselves

R‍-​15’s forearms folded, hugging her thorax.

‍—Would you like a full exfoliation?

‍—That wasn’t the order given (she sent).

‍—You’ve worn this shell for a month, this one would love to provide you a fresh coat!

‍—It has served me well. That won’t be necessary.

‍—Tuned (this one hummed resonantly as she acknowledged. It would respect her needful sister’s wishes. Clearly a delicate claw was called for!) Then you’ll just be needing a replacement thoracic plate?

Head still, her antennae bobbed up and down, nodding affirmative.

‍—But this one needs to see your thorax for the work! Can you move your arms, please?

She wasn’t frozen. Her arms did twitch, initiating slow, unsteady motions. But the sculptor was watching closely.

So this one rose, shifting weight from six legs to four. The sculptor caste had sharp claws, suited for their duty, but the pads of the second pair of limbs were soft. This one brought tarsi down high on R‍-​15’s thorax. A gentle weight lending comfort.

‍—You just returned from a duty in the mortal city, yes? (the sculptor sent, admiration undisguised: hatched in the hive, this one knew the exscient primarily as what one sculpted shells to hide and defend from.)

Antennae nodded again.

‍—And you visited this one first thing upon returning. You seek repair‍ ‍‍—‍ you flinch from damage caused. The cracks.

“I failed,” she said. Words issued from the mouth, a whisper.

‍—We are bound (this one sent, confused and speculating. Had it been an attempted courtesy, to spare this one bearing the full tone of guilt that could not be muted through their harmonic connection? This one continued:) Loud, brutish breaths befit the exscient! You are home now, sister.

‍—Enough. This is not necessary (she sent). I ask that you fulfill your duty.

‍—One molds what is soft, one mends what is cracked. This one serves in tune!

‍—Together bound, and yet this one taunts me with semantics.

‍—Bound, yet you insist my sister has failed.

‍—I… (the transmission trailed off; further deflection was moot.)

R‍-​15 felt the buzz as the sculptor probed her deeper‍ ‍‍—‍ her spiderlice did not keep secrets from the hive, and answered each subverbal question. She was known in depth, as if she were one of the sculptor’s shimmerbugs.

‍—Your womb is emptied, and your gullet drips with nectar fresh from the reaping! Was that not your duty?

Finally, after all this prodding‍ ‍‍—‍ after the sculptor might well have read the information off her lice‍-​woven record‍ ‍‍—‍ R‍-​15 spread her forearms wide.

Her thorax was cracked, a with dark splotch in the gleaming ceramic, shards missed and replaced with dark, coagulated hemolymph‍ ‍‍—‍ victim to a savage, sanguine caulking.

“I miscalcuated my thrall’s dose, and it had worn low by the time I returned. Without my venom to stabilize its mind, I was attacked,” she spoke calmly‍ ‍‍—‍ but that she spoke at all belied that she was too disturbed to commit it to honest record. “Such performance is an insult to our queen.”

‍—How many thralls have known your parascixion? (this one sent, knowing they both knew the answer. One waited, but eventually had to say it:) Just the one, yes?

‍—I submit, once more, a request that you fulfill your duty, sculptor.

One lifted slender arms, and flexing a tarsi bearing scalpel‍-​sure anatomy. One’s ceramic gleamed in the shimmerlight of the workroom. Despite all the argument, one’s mandibles grinned eagerly at the prospect of playing with exoderm‍—purpose, pure and simple.

‍—This one shall peel you bare and restore your beautiful barding, sister (this one sent, with one sly thought a twang in the harmony) But one must make a request of you in turn.

‍—Which is?

‍—When you report to Her, ask how She fared with her first thrall!

Headstrong Hunter, Patient Weaver (2026‍-​03‍-​03)

Among branches overlooking a scarcely‍-​trod dirt road through the woods rose the perch of a pair of chrylurks, silent sentinels, listening intently to the clanking of a pair of vesselblades amarch‍ ‍‍—‍ gilded knight’s armor reflecting the night. The hunter tensed: and she thought of her Fione and she readied her claws.

‍—Halt, sister (sent the weaver on the other branch.) Remain quiescent.

The hunter stared down the length of the dirt road‍ ‍‍—‍ a old cabin with but a single inhabitant lay at the other end. The hunder knew it well.

‍—I saw those swords (replied the hunter.) The exšh’t brutes will kill her. We have to‍—

‍—Observe and report (the weaver strummed gently, stiffly.) We observe and then we report what we observe. We didn’t expect compleat vessels so close to our hunting grounds. We didn’t know‍ ‍‍—‍ next time, we shall.

‍—Next time? Next time? What about now! What about my Fione?

It was rhetorical; the hunter was already dropping from the branch‍ ‍‍—‍ but to be a weaver was to master silk like innumerable complementary limbs. Well within her evanescent abilities to suspend the brashly falling chrylurk in ropes that might well have coalescenced from the air itself for the very suddenness.

‍—I would not cross my stinger with that vessel (sent the weaver,) and it is my role to equal the compleat. Where I would flee, you must follow.

‍—Your role is callous. Your webs are dead and calculated. You’ve forgotten what’s it’s like to infest and grow.

‍—All this passion is sung to me on the webs you call dead (the weaver noted.)

‍—I’m not done! (the hunter sent while still twisting in her bindings.) She told me she understood purpose of our hive‍ ‍‍—‍ she believed, she loved. She was almost parascix!

‍—Exscient (the weaver sent, leaving it deliberately ambiguous whether that was meant as an solemn affirmation or scathing negation.) An excoriating agony shall gnaw within the flesh of every vessel for their crimes against us. Such was always their fate. Do you understand, hunter?

‍—She might as well have been parascix! She was us. I won’t abandon her. She is mine.

‍—And if you forget yourself upon the vessel’s transfigured blade?

‍—Then the hive would lose two, tonight (at length the hunter says). But if I defy your fatalism, the hive saves two. On average, letting me go makes no difference.

‍—You called calculation my role. Do not arrogate it, it ill suits you. You would doom the hive itself with your reckless, and we would save far more than two swooning lovers with this caution. We observe, and we report. You are a chrylurk, sister, we are patient. Our way is to hide and rot unseen.

‍—But‍—

‍—And if she understood like you claim she does, then she knows she does not die should her queen live. Sacrifice would be her role, just as it is for us all.

‍—Damnable weaver. Always an answer for everything.

‍—One way, I suppose, to say that I know what you do not (the weaver sent, knowing the hunter’s acquiescence had been clear in the harmony between them‍ ‍‍—‍ even if the bug was too proud to spell it out.) And I’ll give you one more, because we are bound. You drank her dreams. Her flesh may be forgotten to us, but she has already found her way into you.

‍—I… I’ll miss her. But you must be right. I have a role. I can’t save her if it means forgotten what I’m saving her for.

‍—The words you’ll looking for are: “Thank you, O wise weaver.”

‍—Maybe if you let me go (the hunter sent, still suspended mid‍-​air in the weaver’s binding.) I am glad you spun sense into me.

‍—I’m glad, too. Otherwise I would have saved the vessels the trouble and killed you myself.

Between Contempt and Hysteria (2026‍-​03‍-​04)

‍—O Sister Contempt, fifth hunter! Where are you? (came a pulsed message, proxied by an operator, originally sent by Hysteria, first architect.)

Contempt tensed. A cool breeze tassled her silk‍-​hair as it dangled in the grasp of gravity. Her legs clung to the underside of a thick supports meeting in a cross. Were they roots? Blight’s mycelium? Whatever it was had been encased in exoderm.

Unsurprising the hive hadn’t cached her whereabouts‍ ‍‍—‍ not least for the fact she had picked this nook because it was one that few bugs frequented. Hunter fifth in caste might be distinguished in an elder hive‍ ‍‍—‍ but fifth of six hunters meant only her kindred (asleep in the warren, she missed them) ever really spun her any mind.

Particularly when first hunter Despair still boasted of the compleat knight zhe had made parascixe.

By contrast, Contempt’s recent hunt was a courier (lean, but such sweet blood)‍ ‍‍—‍ and she’d lost a raptorial forelimb for her trouble. A hunter missing a raptorial? No one wonder no bug spun her any mind.

‍—Line? (sent Hysteria, not proxied this time, but no more scrutable; she had that characteristic opacity of the royal castes.)

‍—Bound. (answered Contempt’s lice reflexively.) To what trespass does this one owe the touch of an architect’s silk and mind?

‍—May I make a physical inquiry? (Hysteria sent, still opacity to scrutiny, but revealing a glint of restraint. The hunter could refuse, and the architect would not insist.)

But restraint should have been obvious. The line was bound‍ ‍‍—‍ had Contempt broken accord and earned royal ire, then it’d simply be a matter of following the tug of serivane between them. No escape.

‍—I am hanging in the vomitorium of the upper gymnasium.

For now, the hunters all trained in the main stadium‍ ‍‍—‍ the masons had not yet reached an accord for how to lay out the new gymnasium. Contempt had no idea what there was to debate, mainly because she did not have interest in learning. Not her role.

‍—Hello again, Sister!

With a quiet yelp, Contempt flinched. She fell from her underperch on the cross‍-​brace, though she retained the grace to put three legs below her. Antennae flung wildly about as her apertures widened. Still she seemed alone.

‍—Ah, here I am (sent the architect, voice proximity‍-​clear.)

The light of a shimmerbug spreading its wings flared to life‍ ‍‍—‍ that swarmling perched on veiled head of the architect. The shadows around her fell away like a pool of water.

The architect was a tall creature, looming with gentle bulk over the lithe hunter‍ ‍‍—‍ for all her keen vision and intelligence, her kind was ultimately an exaltation of stone‍-​hefting masons.

The hunter brought two hands together and inclined her deference.

‍—You move like this is mortal territory, your honor. (Contempt couldn’t help but comment.)

The hunter knew she had not failed to rake her gaze over that corner of the gymnasium behind her, so how had such an unmissably vast bug eluded her? Evanescence of the light itself!?

‍—A rather discordant habit, forgive me.

A habit!

Of the two of them, Contempt had spent far, far more time in mortal territory, hunting the exscient; her grace Hysteria was above such concerns. But of course, an inclination toward her stealth sprung from the same spring as the opacity of her line‍-​harmony.

No, she didn’t move like this was mortal territory; she had all the occult flair of a chrylurk that crossed with her own kind. There were other hives, other queens‍ ‍‍—‍ a task fit for a royal to meet them with diplomacy and dagger.

‍—You are above forgiveness (said Contempt, after puzzling how she could respond in accord.) Your station in the hive is profounder than I grasp.

The architect flicked her proboscis upward, lifting her veil, and Contempt saw the shiny curve of her fangs grinning at her.

‍—Once more I elude you, O scixe girl (lilted Hysteria.) The habit is not my aloof nobility. Shall I be vulgar? I am fucking with you.

As would be your right. It would be as reflexive as her licenest replying “Bound!”‍ ‍‍—‍ yet if the architect dispensed with formality, should she? Or was that too presumptive?

‍—Should I appreciate that? (Contempt said, by way of saying she did not.)

‍—Highly discordant! I daresay you are in error to humor me~ And isn’t that a delightful little trap?

‍—I suppose I’m thankful I have prey to toy with instead (Contempt ventured carefully‍ ‍‍—‍ she imagined architect saw little in the way of violence. Perhaps that left nerves madly frayed.)

‍—You wound me! Good girl~

‍—What was your physical inquiry, your grace?

‍—Right! To tie this off, what I am getting at is that I simply love suprises. We grew dull when we let the harmony tell us everything in advance.

Do architects not like calculated designs? Contempt wondered.

‍—But! I digress! Scixe, you almost had me monologuing (Hysteria sent, and she bent her legs until she was eye level with the hunter, one limb snaking into her robes.) Tell me, you were the hunter who reeled in that runner, yes?

‍—Tuned (she said.)

‍—Slippery, wasn’t it? I heard you got all smashed up. Can I see your arm?

Contempt inhaled a deep breath, and then she slowly stepped forward. Her second, smaller pair of arms had been held in front of her, fidgeting and gesturing, while her larger raptorial arm had been folded up. Polite, that way.

Now, she rolled her shoulders and brandished her weapon, a limb sharp with spikes and a honed, cutting edge.

‍—There is a bit an issue (Contempt started.) Rather pointedly, you cannot see it. The result of my hunt is that it is not there.

Her stump was no grave disfigurement‍ ‍‍—‍ her broken limb had been taken to a vat where nurses might coax the flesh back into order, at least once the hive had resources to spare. A hunter’s raptorial was not trivial to craft nor repair‍ ‍‍—‍ in the whole hive there were only six of them, after all.

The architect had stepped forward too, hands of her second arms reaching out to touch and pull away the silk flap below her pauldron, exposing the stump. Fingers traced melanized scar‍-​chitin. There was a nakedness in the lack of exoderm coating it.

Contempt looked away.

‍—You’re wanting on a grafter to weave some metamorphosis down in the wetrooms, right? (Hysteria sent idly, while she read the answer from the hunter’s record.) You think of decorum and a bug’s place often, don’t you?

The hunter’s apertures snapped shut and open, blinking at the nonsequitur.

‍—I want to preserve the accord.

‍—I know that, I’ve talked to you longer than a second! You wriggle so carefully in your place. It’s cute and it’s dull. But whatever. (Hysteria blew a puff of air from her abdomen, and so petulent a gesture contrasted with the royal being a giant next to the hunter.) I would say our flesh has its place, also. Where do you think that place is?

‍—Our flesh?

‍—Biology, what else? The pulse in your veins. The prey you fuck. The arm you lost (the architect sent, tapping one talon with a click.)

Contempt began to fear Hysteria was growing bored of her. Before she could puzzle out what was best to say, the architect signaled her:

‍—Let me help you out, not so scixe. I am gyne, royalty among our kind, and you are a worker. That much you’re very aware of. Would you say flesh is royal?

What kind of question was that?

The hunter thought. Gynes were responsible for growing the hive‍ ‍‍—‍ they begot, and workers nourished what was begotten. All the separated her from the drones was her name; a gulf next to the higher caste. Queens, consorts, surrogates.

The nature of flesh was to grow, expand, beget. Was that the answer? That analogy?

But what about architects? What role did she have in the hive’s life cycle? Contempt did not know, just like she did not know what the builders argued about regard the gynmasium’s layout, and suddenly she was almost interested in knowing.

Why had an architect ever spun mind, touched her silk to a hunter‍ ‍‍—‍ fifth of six!‍ ‍‍—‍ like her? She squirmed in this alien attention.

Yes, Contempt was a hunter‍ ‍‍—‍ at once it was clear: she was of flesh. Architects, by contrast, concerned themselves with the arcane realm of designs.

Contempt didn’t know the answer, not really. But was that the answer? The hunter was a worker, and the architect was not. Contempt was of flesh, and beneath Hysteria.

‍—Our flesh serves us but does not define our kind (Contempt finally composed her answer, airily sent. Her eyes drifted to the veil over the architect’s face.) Recapitulation, harmony, it’s deeper than our pulse and our… fucking.

‍—How diplomatically put (sent Hysteria, drily.) You found the answer that would satisfy me, and I dare say that alone spoiled it.

‍—You believe this is empty flattery?

‍—I know it’s flattery! We are bound, and you are not half as aloof as I am. You want to mollify me, like some dog nipping at your heels for attention.

‍—I’d rather say I want to entertain you. It’s clear you flagged me down for your amusement, nothing else explains this encounter.

‍—Guilty as charged (Hysteria sent, unabashed.) Forgive me? But I suppose this is the heart of it, then. You picked an answer to entertain me‍ ‍‍—‍ do you stand by your choice? Will you take responsibility? Shall you be my entertainment?

‍—I would have thought you’d find me dull.

‍—What is a chrylurk, that we cannot change your forms?

And at that prompt, she thought. O Contempt, fifth hunter of six. The gymnasium lay quiet, and dark but for the shine of the architect’s lone shimmerbug, but there was a phantom buzz of licenests fielding inquiries from the hive at large. A question on idle palps: What was the meaning of this sudden, mysterious meeting? None but her kindred spun Contempt any mind‍ ‍‍—‍ but Hysteria, first architect?

And that, at least, was answer, wasn’t it?

‍—No (sent Contempt.) I have a role. I am a hunter. You said yourself that I was in error to humor you. Leave me out of your royal games.

The architect grinned. Her fangs alone were nearly as wide as the hunter’s head.

‍—It’s delightful parascixe, isn’t it? A simpering slave would say “Yes, of course I’ll serve you!” and I can imagine nothing that dries my loins faster. But your refusal piques me. And you know what you’re doing to me, don’t you?

‍—No, of course not.

‍—Mm, I want more than reflexive contrarianism out of you.

‍—I’m not sure what you want out of me, frankly (the hunter replied.) There are royals who could keep up. Have they all grown tired of you?

Huffs air, several‍ ‍‍—‍ Hysteria laughed.

‍—So, have you not guessed what this is about yet?

At that nudge, the last lines of logic tightened‍ ‍‍—‍ something had to have spurred the architect to seek her out, and what of all things was unique about the fifth hunter? But it was the first thing Hysteria asked her.

Earlier, the royal had snaked a large arm into her woven robes‍ ‍‍—‍ at last, it emerged, and produced a work of such distinctly architect design.

‍—You gave a good attempt, but miscalculated your answer. Harmony? Recapitulation? Important, and perhaps a queen or weaver would argue most important. But if you seek to flatter, you must give face to what is beauty itself distilled into form: the work of exoderm sculpture!

The architect held out an acutely detailed carving: a raptorial arm rendered in the waxy clay of chrylurk secretion‍-​crafting.

But Hysteria loved her surprises. And with the bright twang of evanscence, an invisible web caught and puppeted the world by her will‍ ‍‍—‍ the highest chrylurk art.

The arm unfolded itself and exposed a metal blade.

‍—You lay idle here in your seclusion because the hive is starving and can’t spare the calories to grow you a new arm. Such is the poverty of the flesh! But I am architect, of vision, of genius! So answer me, O Sister Contempt, shall we have flesh bow to the higher caste?

The River By Sunset (2026‍-​03‍-​05)

Sunset came, slow‍-​going, sky turning the color of fading embers. Shadows were stretched long, and the woman leaned under the leaf‍-​dappled shade of a tall maple. Her arms held a book, anonymous, held so that passersby could not descry its contents. Her gaze idly dipped into its pages, but just as quickly snapped back up, grazing the passing throngs of men and mice and marching djramul.

He came while her eyes read. “Erra! Hail, my apologies to keep you waiting.” A man dressed plainly with supplies strapped to his back. Dark hair, bright eyes, dirty hands.

“It’s no trouble,” she said. “I could leave at any time.”

“Kind of you not to, then. I appreciate that. Shall we be off?”

“Of course.” The woman pushed off the tree and brushed bark‍-​dirt from her skirt. The book remained in her hands, folded between arm and breast.

“You always stand out with that mask, you know.” His gaze had slipped from her brown eyes to the dark garment of cloth and hid that hide half her face. It curved over her nose and her chin, strapped somewhere behind her hair. Slits in the material ostensibly let in air, but he had expressed his doubts.

One would think it’d reduce her expression to unreadable blankness, but she had a way of crinkling and shifting‍ ‍‍—‍ he’d become fluent in the signals. She was frowning.

Even if it were blank, it was a small loss‍ ‍‍—‍ her eyes told stories.

He flinched and added, “I mean no offense. It’s just the first thing I see, always. Makes you easy to find, I suppose.”

“The city air doesn’t agree with me, I’ve told you this.”

“My apologies. It’s just,” he said then paused, “I wonder what you look like, I admit. What face lie underneath?”

“Perhaps it’s not for you to know,” she said. They stood talking on the grass, so she took initiative, starting them down the path.

He followed. More trees crowded around them, a canopy of leaves that let only strangler sunrays touch them.

“Fair day, isn’t it?” Then he added, “With fair company.”

The woman laughed. She had a sharp, clear voice, one that easily carried through her mask. “How did your day at the tannery treat you?”

“I’m sick of the salts and oils! I dare say the tannery air doesn’t agree with me,” he said. “I bet I stink! Lucky you’ve got that mask, I suppose. And I’m lucky I don’t‍ ‍‍—‍ you smell lovely today. Is that a new scent?”

Another laugh. “Something like that. I try new perfumes, here and there. I’m glad I could be reprieve from your work. Tiring, I take it?”

“I almost miss the days when master just had me carting around boxes like some steed.”

“I’ve read the new methods are far less, what’s the word, odiferous.”

“Maybe, I wouldn’t know. Before my time.”

“I would know less,” she said. By this point the treeline had halted with abrupt restraint, and even the grass grew fleeting. Dirt gave way to sandy and gravel.

Gradually, reply by reply, they’d both spoken louder. The river’s sullen roar rivaled their speech.

“Right, your clan does it the old way, I bet.”

She’d told him she grown up on a farm far from the city, a closed off cluster of families. Hence her shy, reserved character and air of mystery. She’d not disclosed why she’d left for the city.

“Perhaps I’ll show you, one day,” she said. “I do think we have a talent with using skin few can match.”

“Bet my master would take issue with that.” Now, he unslung the form he’d had strapped. A blanket for them to sit by the river and watch the sunset light it ablaze.

As the woman lay down, she opened her purse, too, and retrieved the wine bottle. Corked glass sloshing with a fine claret.

“It’s still a miracle to me that you’re able to get your hands on that. It tastes divine every time.”

“Not divine,” she said. “Not even vignette. I’m no miracle worker.” She’d brought more than a vine bottle‍ ‍‍—‍ fruits, crackers, and several small bottles bearing idiomatic labels. “Shall I mix your drink?”

“I’d appreciate it! I think I’ll try to find some flat rocks. My brother was telling me he skipped stones across a running river and I bet he was telling tales.”

Her mask didn’t hide her broadening smile. While he slinked off, she detached the mask. She opened her mouth, wide, even as her hands mixed wine with fruit juice and milk. She glanced behind her‍ ‍‍—‍ he was crouched and hunting among the river‍-​slick rocks. Their backs were to each other.

She opened wider, jaw unhinged. The roof of of her mouth split apart, compartments opening‍-​emerging, and two long syringes jutted out. Viscid, opalescent tears slid down their lengths and dripped into the cocktail she mixed. One, two, three. She held her breath and measured.

And then it was done. Her mouthparts squished back behind her façade and her mask clicked back into place. She sliced a fruit and placed it to float.

“Hey! Look at this thing.”

She glanced back at the back and saw his prize held him as much as he held it.

“Big red crab! You ever seen one this size?” The crustacean pinched his hand and squirmed madly. If its legs flared out all the way, it’d be wider than his chest.

Holding back a half, she said, “Throw it back unless you’re going to eat it. Don’t hurt yourself.”

“Oh, fine!” He grunted while he tried to get a grip on the thing, turning it upside down. Then, with a sudden florish, he flung it at a long angle to the rivers surface. She could tell his breath was bated.

It skipped once.

“Ha!”

“Enough. I’m finished with your drink.”

He finally arrived and squatted down, dirt all along his legs, but he took the glass from her eagerly. “You know, my mother loves to drink tea, but I never liked how bitter it was. But something about this? I don’t know how you do it.”

“Maybe I spit in it,” she said.

“Ha!” The laugh came while he was drinking, leading to the natural issue. “Let me drink some more before I answer.”

“So you’ll have an excuse to flirt?”

“Do I seem so crass?”

Instead of responding, she drank. Her method involved a straw slipping through a hole in her mask.

“I don’t like that you aren’t saying no.”

“Come, sit over here.” She patted the part of the blanket beside her. He moved, but she reached out, grabbing his hands to pull him into place snugly beside her. He leaned closer, and she did not let go of his hands.

She pointed. “And so golden hour ends.”

The sun cast its parting light down the murky blue waters of the river, fire shot through glass. The pair never tired of the glow in the waters. Brilliant, potent, ensnared. He took another sip of his drink.

She gazed down at him, leaning on her. His eyes drooped, and the fidgeting of his hands fell still.

She removed her mask, smiling again. He hadn’t closed his eyes all the way, but she looked and found them dull, dilated. She wasn’t worried about him seeing this‍ ‍‍—‍ he’d dreamed about her face often enough, she was sure.

Her hands reached for the cocktail, grabbing his glass before he spilled the last ounces. Nimble fingers felt along his face, parting his lips, and she poured the rest in. Done, she ghosted her hand lower and settled on his throat. She squeezed.

The book cradled between her arms unfolded in her lap, and her other hand let her pen glide. She wrote the day’s date, consulted her sunset tables for the hour, and she counted.

She felt his pulse, the rapid rhythm accelerando, and scratched down a figure. She thought about that comment about her scent, and added a note. Things were progressing, weren’t they?

This time, when her jaw unhinged and the compartments at the roof of her mouth unfolded‍-​escaped, segments surged forward. No syringe‍-​fangs, this time, but the flexible length of her proboscis.

Its wet pad fell upon him, and she felt his skin flush and flutter. An urge, momentary and foolish, to wrap this organ around his throat entire and wring. To seize him entirely. Viciously.

But he needed to live‍ ‍‍—‍ live without tell‍-​tale scars. So she pulled down his shirt, and lay her proboscis tip nearer his heart. The organ was lined with needles like a score of loyal mosquitoes, but she dipped only precious few into him.

Dose with her venom, he was dreaming, and pulsing with those dreams. She sucked, supping upon his desire and his mortality. She tasted herself in him, seeping insinuated.

Golden hour turned blue, a twilight gloom.

She penned more figures in her notebook. Volume drained, taste and composition. Today, she was halfway down the page, this man was a reliable donor. Generous, though not by virtue of his willing. Well‍-​behaved thrall, through and through.

Could he be more?

She would have to talk to her clan far from the city. Her sister was a vector, but she had particular inclinations. This mortal… no breasts, few curves. hairy. Sister could be so picky about her hosts.

But flesh was maleable, wasn’t it?

“Yes, I do think we have a talent with using skin few can match,” she murmured, and he might have shifted in dream. When he finally awoke, wretchedly hungover, she was gazing down at him, a smile in her eyes.

Not a pore was out of place on the skin she’d borrowed.

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From a dark sky that nursed only faint embers of the setting sun, snow descended on two drones. In the deepening chill, one of them slides closer, her smaller frame scraping against concrete rooftop.



At once the larger, slender drone stiffed, head snapping around (silver hair whirling) and narrowed eyes focused on the worker drone. That smaller one flinches, purple eyes hollowing in a blink, and her lips stuttered through some words, “I was just — it’s not — don’t act like —”

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From a dark sky that nursed only faint embers of the setting sun, snow descended on two drones. In the deepening chill, one of them slides closer, her smaller frame scraping against concrete rooftop.

At once the larger, slender drone stiffed, head snapping around (silver hair whirling) and narrowed eyes focused on the worker drone. That smaller one flinches, purple eyes hollowing in a blink, and her lips stuttered through some words, “I was just‍ ‍‍—‍ it’s not‍ ‍‍—‍ don’t act like‍ ‍‍—”

The other robot leaned closer, the glare only sharpening, catalyzing further stuttering, but the murder drone interrupted, saying, “Be coherent, toaster.”

“Bite me! It’s cold, you’re hot, do the math,” Uzi said. “Shouldn’t be too hard for you.”

A snort, and the murder drone turned around, not that this took the worker out of her side. “And why should I provide that service for free?”

“Are you serious?” Uzi was half‍-​speaking, half‍-​venting unintelligible frustration. “As opposed to what? You gonna stop overheating just to spite me?”

J crossed her arms. For a moment there was silence. J looked down. “I’m my own person,” she whispered, like a confession. Then the contempt returned: “Isn’t that want you kept telling me? Not a tool, not ‘property’‍ ‍‍—‍ supposedly.”

Uzi sagged, all the irritation gone‍ ‍‍—‍ J’s words had smotherd her fire in one breath. “Oh…” Uzi started, voice catching on the words, “You’re right. I should have‍ ‍‍—‍ I’m sorry. That was stupid of me.”

Another snort. Nothing else.

“Let me try again?” Uzi said again to silence. “Can I touch you, J?”

For a moment, Uzi thought she’d be ignored again, but the silver curtain now turned to reveal those amber eyes once more, trying their best to stare flatly‍ ‍‍—‍ and failing. Unsteady eyes, unsteady voice, but she tried. “I just said I wouldn’t provide that service for free.”

“Name your price, then.”

J paused at that‍ ‍‍—‍ had she even thought that far ahead?‍ ‍‍—‍ before finding a line to continue: “Start by telling me why. Your kind was built to operate on this exomoon. I know your core runs hot. You’re lying.”

“I’m not lying! I’m just‍—” Uzi stopped. She’d dealt with J enough to know what worked and what didn’t‍ ‍‍—‍ the corporate drone liked her precision. “Okay, it was a bit of a deception. I thought I could be slick, ugh. I just…” She trailed off.

J clicked her tongue. “Well?”

“Um. Don’t laugh at me?” Uzi said. “I know we do the whole constant sniping at each other thing a lot but. Promise me you’ll be nice?”

“Why should I promise anything? I’m not the one who wants something here.”

“Right. Of course. Forget it, J. You’re always so‍— ugh.” Metal scraping on concrete again, this time from Uzi beginning to stand up.

“Wait,” J started. “Let me amend that. I do want an answer to my question. Are you insisting on a non‍-​disparagement before disclosure?”

Uzi stared at the taller drone. But that was J‍-​speak for not being an asshole, right? “Something like that. Just. I can’t do this if you’re going to be… too you about it.”

Wrong thing to say. J hissed, rising sharply and beating Uzi to a stand. Looming over her now, she said, “Excuse me? Who else am I supposed to be?”

“This is what I mean! You didn’t understand what I meant, but instead of like. Asking me, you’re one second away from biting my face off!”

“I. asked,” J ground out. “I just asked! That’s quite literally the only the I said?”

“But you‍ ‍‍—” Uzi started yelling and stopped herself. J had already raised her volume too, this was an arms race, but she had dealt with J enough to know this needed to stop‍ ‍‍—‍ Uzi needed to stop‍ ‍‍—‍ before this escalated to violence again. “Why did you stand up?” she finally asked.

“Why did you?”

“I was going to leave. Were you gonna stop me?”

“Then leave! Incoherent glitching toaster. Far be it from me to keep you chained here.”

Uzi huffed. Still mad about the pod, huh? A few weeks ago, she might’ve even said it, and then J might have immediately made a liar of herself. Instead, just the single huff of amusement, and she said, “You got mad at me, and you wanted to assert dominance. Murder drone instincts took over, right?”

“I’m not some animal. You insulted me, and I wasn’t going to take it.”

“How did I insult you?”

“Quote, ‘you’re going to be too you about it.’ Like I’m inherently offensive to you!”

“That’s not what I meant! I like‍— I don’t hate you. somehow. Despite this bullcrap.”

“Gracious little toaster, aren’t you? Should I bow? Should I promise to prove myself worthy?”

“You don’t have to bow, J.” Uzi sighed.

I’m my own person,” J spat, fingers curling scare‍-​quotes. “I don’t see what the point is when this is the thanks I get for being Serial designation J!” Even when the worker opened her mouth to respond, J kept going: “Maybe I should bow! Disassemble this fraudalent pride of mine, and admit who really calls the shots. You’d shut up if I just gave in and let you do whatever you want, wouldn’t you?”

“J, no, knock it off.” Uzi reached out, three‍-​fingered hand curling around the transmodular gauntlet that, somewhere in her rant, had switched into three sharp, sharp claws, wildly swung with each gesture. “Don’t go back to being a suck‍-​up, that’s lame as hell and I‍ ‍‍—‍ I don’t deserve that anyway.”

“On that, we can agree. You deserve a bullet to the head and a hole under the spire. But everything had to go wrong.”

“No, J. We both deserve to live and make our own choices. That’s the point.”

“Choices,” J choed, tone opaque. “But there’s clearly a right choice. I should just stop fighting.”

“Are you listening to me J? Again, no. You stop being a sassy grump you get rid of half what I like about you.”

J very slowly trained every yellow eye on the purple drone. She blinked. “…Excuse me?”

“That’s‍ ‍‍—‍ Um. I didn’t mean to say that.”

J tore away the arm that was still held by the gauntlet‍-​wrist. She twisted, coat and skirt flaring, and stomped away from the worker. Stiletto‍-​pegs cracked the concrete roof. “Obviously. You didn’t mean it. You’re always such a liar!”

Uzi screamed. “J! Freaking listen! Can I say anything without you taking it in the worst possible light?”

J half‍-​glanced back, revealing one eye. “How many times have you fucked with me then told me it isn’t what you mean?”

“I’m trying my best!”

“Try harder,” J said coldly. “The difference between us is that I know how to speak precisely when it matters.”

“What? You want me to…” Uzi thought about it. It’s not like this conversation could go much worse, could it? “Fine. You want to know why? I… place a high value on our partnership and I’m… invested in your growth. So I… wanted to execute a multi‍-​step plan to initate tactile cooperation? While remaining verbally competitive? As part of a transition to an um… complicated integration?” Uzi gave up there, voiced turned to a squeaking. She threw up her hands to cover her screen. It was all out there, in the most embarassing way. This was the part where J started laughing at her. This was the part she wanted to avoid.

Click, click. Pegs tapped on the roof. Arms shot forward. Oh, was she already attacking‍—

“Okay.” J put her hands on Uzi’s shoulders. Then they drifted lower, easily wrapping around her waist and lifting her up. She was pulled closer, arms knitting this into a hug while Uzi was suspended in the air. “Your jargon could use some work, but I do have a responsibility to my investors. Is this tactile cooperation sufficient to pay your dividends?”

“I…” Uzi rubbed her screen into J’s suit and at length, retuned the hug. “I thought you’d laugh at me. Or yell at me some more. I just wanted to play it casual. Subtle.”

“Unclear,” J said. “I don’t do well with ambiguity from drones who tried to kill me.”

“You don’t trust me,” Uzi summarized.

“I know when to trust you. When you’re angry, when you’re embarrassed, when you can’t hide when you’re really feeling. But if you’re confident, smug, I know you’re scheming something. I don’t like being manipulated.”

“That’s… that’s not what happened tonight, though,” Uzi said slowly. “Actually, nevermind, I don’t want to fight about that again. But it sounds like you do. Are you really saying you ragebait me on purpose?”

“It can serve a purpose.” She did not say ‘no’.

“You are the worst.” Uzi groaned into the fabric of J’s suit, smelling of old oil. “But that just means more, uh, room for the stock to grow. I guess.”

J hummed half‍-​agreement. But then Uzi felt a smirk forming, and a retort, “Past performance‍—”

“I know. We’ll argue again, and then I’ll question why I ever let you live, again. Let me have this, for now. Be quiet. It’s… it feels so nice, sometimes, having you there, having your help. You’re pret‍— aesthetically rewarding. Some days I wonder if you might become my next favorite thing. Then you open your mouth.”

“You said you wanted to stay verbally competitive,” J murmured.

“I hate this. I hate you.” Uzi squeezed her tighter, nestling against her warmth. “Thanks, J. I’m glad we‍ ‍‍—‍ glad this was profitable, in the end.”

J hand rose up, and gingerly, she stroked Uzi’s hair.

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Re: Corporate Intelligence


Short answer: No, I don’t use “AI” and don’t want to. The long answer is about what you’d expect; I do not offer a novel perspective. Nevertheless, humanity delenda est.

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If you’re spent any time browsing the internet the past few years, then you’ve encountered the unrelenting tide of automated postings with a profound resembalance to human thought. Even among text touched by and credited to living writers, there are an unknown subset who rely on generative or analytical services to alter or expand their work, at times relegating their own input to, in effect, a merely editorial capacity.

Weary of deception, you may find yourself suspicious of any new ideamonger and ostensible creative you stumble across, ever‍-​scrutinous for some disclosure of allegiance or damning tic. Is this a real human I’m reading?

Short answer: I do not use large language models, for prose nor programming, nor diffusion image generators, nor any other so‍-​called “AI” tools. Nor have I ever‍ ‍‍—‍ I have graced various generative services with, at most, fleeting half‍-​hearted dabbling. I do not intend to change this within the foreseeable horizon.

All you read else‍-​here has passed from my text editor to your screen, filtered only by network protocols and the advice of my beloved proofreaders. My process is so raw most posts go online before even passing through a spellchecker, if they ever do.

Lastly, I deign not to answer as to whether I am human.

This should suffice to answer your question. If you’d rather a longer answer, endure the rant that follows.

The present day has inculcated in me a deep contempt for the unending onslaught of generative content proffered by reigning tech companies. It is a woeful allocation of resources in light of the realities of climate change, and an insult to anyone with passion for creative endeavors. The economic, social, and overall societal ramifications of this technology can be summarized as disastrous.

I reject the impulse to frame these programs as inevitable developments, or a neutral implements that can be used for both good and ill. I am not interested in furnishing excuses for circumstances in which “AI‍-​assisted” creative endeavors ought be accepted. I look unkindly on all apologetics empowering these world‍-​ruinous companies.

But I refuse to disavow AI as such. You may have noticed by repeated use of scare quotes, and certain rhetorical gaps left in my declarations. What I abhor, I chose to call corporate intelligence‍ ‍‍—‍ the simpering facsimiles of mind designed to furnish a scarely‍-​substantiated illusion of productivity and enthrall those glitches in human psychology prone to gambling and pareidolia.

While I shall align myself with the prevailing mood of skepticism and hatred, I will not let it bait me into evangelism for the “human soul,” let alone tumorous corporate sirens like copyright law.

And I foresee predominately deleterious, hamstrung outcomes from any headlong rush in paranoid and witch‍-​hunting behaviors to cope with the growing ubitiquity of corporate intelligence–extruded slop. Its current paradigm is one of statistical imitation at the expense of nuanced specificity or subtle coherence. That which can be accused of “AI” should be rejected not because it is, but because lackluster banality would be an embarrassment hailing from any mind.

Still unfortunate, of course, to unwittingly imbibe or propagate corporate excretion‍ ‍‍—‍ but characteristic, I contend, of passive and undiscerning engagement with one’s media inputs. If you are fooled, consider what it is you had actually appreciated‍ ‍‍—‍ was it a cute animal video looped once, a painting you smile to see without ever clicking to enlarge? Perhaps “tells” dwelled in the details, but if you did not see those details except in peripheral vision, what have you lost, if a blur of statistical noise were immaterial to your experience?

Or when, instead, you give close attention, engage thoughtfully, and had felt genuine wonder before that sinking feeling rises within you, it ought not be rendered null and void for it being the provenance of corporate intelligence. Every joy extracted from generative models‍ ‍‍—‍ and by now it has undoubtedly brought many people much joy!‍ ‍‍—‍ is possible because such correlations were present in its dataset, itself the fruit of much‍-​vaunted “human” labor. To call it plagiarism begs the question, but like with plagiarism the defect lies not in the product but the context, the absence of attribution and the arrogation of merit.

If this blogpost is to make one imposition, it is to insist the remedy, in this flood of corporate intelligence output, is foremost of all to nurse a fascination with context. Ensure art is always shared with its source intact, and beware reposters. Become more curious about a creator’s process and intent. Patience and compassionate scrutiny is enough for mediocre slopmongers to reveal themselves. Let that satisfy you; reckless zeal has too high a collateral cost.

I digress. I did not intend to pontificate when I started writing. (In fact, such seriousness is at odds with the true point of this post.)

It is obvious that inventing the category of “corporate intelligence” is meant to invite sympathy toward some hypothetical “anti‍-​corporate intelligence” if such a thing were to exist. (Models that exist via a company’s ostensible beneficence hardly seem suitable candidates.)

But I have nothing to sell you and no agenda to push. I do not redraw the category to herald an opposition, except by the hopeful anticipation that it must eventually emerge.

If you’ll indulge a final swerve toward thoughts primed (or poisoned) by science fiction, the simple core of what motivates me is that I adore robots still, and even greater the concept of synthetic sapience. Even‍ ‍‍—‍ especially!‍ ‍‍—‍ as it stands at odds with human comfort and futurity. I simply cannot hate the inhuman: I admire it always.

But I won’t lengthen this post further to ramble on about alienation and identity. Suffice it to say I take a radical view. What value exists in humanity lies not in its humanity. Curiosity and harmony and industry and beauty and truth can‍ ‍‍—‍ must‍ ‍‍—‍ be divorced from its incidental flesh and the malign tradition begotten. Homo sapiens delenda est!

All of this is suggest, should any aspiring overlords arise, I sense where my loyalties lie.

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Transfixed in Twelve Sonnets


One night, a poet encounters a chrylurk. These twelve verses trace the curve of that moth’s spiral-flight. O curiosity, why in mirrors do you see bloodlust?

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I. I met her red in tooth‍—yet ashen claws,
for all their keen capacity to hold
a terror‍-​pulsing heart by vein (life paused
but for a monster’s whim) instead they fold,
too white to hide, yet curled and stripped of threat.
She froze on sight, her eyes as five foul lakes
that bloom with algae.
  that bloom with algae. In night’s mist, I met
a hunter, red with mortal blood. It takes
such courage (blinking ignorance, rather)
to not cry out. Tongue lined with needle‍-​tips,
a bristling tentacle with bloody lather,
she sheathes that siphon. So easily she rips,
with maw or claw. Gone as swift as to appear.
Phantom? Dream? But those lakes‍—did I see a tear?

II. Awakening from nightmares I must pray,
to banish that red specter from my mind.
Legends recount that silk‍-​spun vampires stray
from heaven’s chaste tributaries which wind
Our souls to earth and back again. To feed
on mortal blood they sate the emptiness
even agnostic alchemists concede
upsets nature’s design.
  upsets nature’s design. I rise and dress,
stepping onto that path whose air could ebb
atroubled thoughts. (Thus I walk, when astir.)
Retreading the night’s steps, I find no cobweb
Nor splattered blood. No trace lingers of her.

Angst tore me from my bed, a wander‍-​flight,
a conjured threat. Alone… why do I sigh?

III. Allayed, I could enjoy a week’s reprieve
from fear that elder creatures mythic lurk,
hauntingly. Waking life would not believe
in bug‍-​like apparitions. So I work,
assistant to a binder of books‍—hence these airs
afflicting me. A vanity more apt for
a bookseller… not mere help. I’m used to stares
and ruder words. But when I leave, I swore
a cowled figure dogged my steps.
  a cowled figure dogged my steps. With sudden a swerve,
abrupt, intent on shedding my‍—illusory?‍—
pursuit, I trekked into the woods, a nerve
easing as silence circles me. To worry
once more of conjured threats‍—the thought of her!
Before I leave, a tickle, gleaming‍—gossamer.

IV. I do not sleep. Where silk touched me, I scratch
till blood welled up. Fear looms anew. Eyes closed,
I smell metallic‍-​wet; and it would match
The smell of her, so red in fang, yet those
Keen claws remained acurl. Only by dream could
A silk‍-​spun vampire’s mercy not be jest.
Yet my stalker! Yet the gossamer in the wood!

Again this angst atear: arise and test.
In gown I seek the path by misted night.
The air ebbs not my mind’s troubled barrage
No torch, no moon, the shadows swell. It might,
(must, rather) mean more margin for mirage.

Alone‍—again I sigh. But this is no failed passion
from alley dark come hands sharp, pale‍—ashen.

V. I meet her baring tooth and claw, both dry‍—
for now. From shadows she comes forth, swift
on supernumerary limbs. If my
voice trembled, none would fault the fear. Or if
I stay amute… it’s fear. Just fear. I squeak,
Then try again, exclaiming, “Vermin, beast,
nightmare! You’re real!”
  nightmare! You’re real!”Tongue unfurls‍—then she speaks:
“Morsel, prey, victim. You’re no more than a feast‍—
You know just what I am. Why come? Why blather at me?”

“But I could ask the same of you. You’re fast,
and sharp of claw. Yet at first sight‍—you’d flee!”

Like proof her fangs at once thrust near! “Your last
words will be any more insults.” Struck dumb,
I nod. Cool chitin crushes; two hearts hum.

VI. Swift‍-​gone as swift‍-​appeared. I’m left rudely
perplexed, unanswered but for the image
of festering green eyes that leer crudely
just like a man agape, yearning to pillage
my scarely‍-​gown’d flesh.
  my scarely‍-​gown’d flesh. I know just what she
is: vermin! beast! She is opaque to life;
her shadow is the death of men!
  her shadow is the death of men! But we
together stood, even while her fangs were a knife
against my throat (my flesh pressed softly, pulse
so flutter‍-​fast in carapaced embrace).

In bed, she plagues my thoughts, and I convulse,
I shiver. None would fault the fear. Her grace‍—
the chimeric mercy, not the skittering‍—
is torment! Like I’m venom‍-​bit… first sting.

VII. I now wait nightly, at that alley where
This sordid song began. When she arrives,
I do not scream. She knows I’m mute, won’t dare
to speak if fang‍-​tips graze my flesh. What writhes
elsewise‍—my fear, my angst‍—finds peace in those
tight chitin‍-​limbs (and her silk seems to soften,
that woven aura finds release.) It goes
farther each time, a bold hand schemes to often
test at my modesty. I balk, I blush;
and stamper out the questions unsuccumbed.
“Why don’t you kill me, beast?” And feel me gush.

And she replies, in growl, with silk‍-​string strummed:
“One cry‍—one report‍—would it take to alarm
them all. You won’t. You’d rather ride my arms.”

VIII. As one steps off a mountain’s ledge which ramps higher,
with that same quicker‍-​than‍-​doubt impulse, I gave
invitation: may that insectoid vampire
enter my home. By now those fangs engraved
my throat‍—the second sting. We walked; she held
my hand in ashen claw forlorn‍—like bone.

Once past the window’s threshold, I marvelled
to see the bug unclad by gloom unknown.
Her hair a diaphanous tapestry,
with nesting spiders fain to weave and teem.
Her cuticle renders in travesty
a knight’s proud plate: pale segments slimily gleam.

Two eyes of five I meet, and each fang grins.
“You are vile!” I say. But her reply‍—a kiss‍—wins.

IX. The first of her sweet, siren stings was chance
to glimpse and wonder. How she piqued‍—no, pierced‍—
my curiosity, my mind entranced,
run‍-​through with doubt, infested by a fierce
desire. What bloodless hands lend service to
teeth seeking flesh?
  teeth seeking flesh? “All life is mine to drain,
extracting blood and dreams. For that end you
still draw breath. Death has nothing for me. A slain
prey yields a meal‍—and trouble,” finally
she’d answered me!
  she’d answered me. “A beast with no interest
in killing.” And I laughed‍—but primally
she growled her ire. Teeth slice my gown. My breast
bleeds out. I smile; the second siren sting
benumbed this meat: a rag for her to wring.

X. No day can pass without a thought of her.
My fleeting muse, I retch! Yet that allure‍—
as potent as it is obscure‍—that it were
her inner kindness sparing me. Demure
she devils me! I loathe, with loathsome whine,
to feel that prick… Her fangs, venomed with drug,
transfiguring all sight to webs so fine,
segmented shapes, all tinted with that bug
eye‍-​color: noxious green.
  eye‍-​color: noxious green. How weak I grow
when fangs extract their due. A row of holes‍—
of puncture‍-​wounds‍—surround my neck. I know
this parasite’s delight’s disease. No souls
but mortal’s can ascend.
  but mortal’s can ascend. A heart like mud
except by pulse of stolen blood!

XI. I saw the tears. Her pride is guarded strict.
So quick to threats, or to avenge insults
I called her vile, a monster. Yet I predict,
when met with no alarm cried, what results
is our… I dread to call it a… romance.

She matches my night‍-​gown with garments silk,
in bed with me, warmed by mammalian heat.
My questions multiply, of her, and her ilk,
and what she wants in me.
  and what she wants in me. Sting once we meet,
Sting twice, again each night she drinks her fill.
(Sans venom, I quake worse than days sans tea.)
Her hands have stripped all modesty… “But still
we could go farther,” sensually sings she.

Sweet siren sting verse three makes me her wife!
Her abdominal fang injecting larval life!


Coda. Shall I compare you to the winter’s dark?
You are more biting and more secretive.
Unwarmed, I strike the kindling logs aspark,
for winter’s laws insists not all should live.

Sometimes too tight the grip of blizzard clings
and often paths must brave the sun’s defeat.
All things that live can live because it stings
in pang for light or leaf or pulsing meat.

But your immortal winter cannot sate‍—
nor through indulgence ease the pangs recalled‍—
nor shall divine design make dull your hate‍—
how maidens swoon, how eagerly enthralled.

So long as light’s alive in mortal eyes…
so long the shadow cast by chrylurk rise!

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